Twilight

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I don’t know if I like or dislike Edward Cullen/Robert Pattinson!!

It’s the way he looks at Bella and acts around her… always so refrained and held back, it’s irritating. The look he gets on his face when he senses her scent for the first time makes you so uneasy just to watch him. This is not actually his fault as he is supposed to hold back his breath in order to not take in Bella’s scent. Thus, the look of constant vigilance that actually makes you feel uncomfortable looking at him.

The menacingly mysterious eyes that seem to probe almost insultingly! Edward, the gifted vampire reads minds and when you see him looking at others you get this feeling that he knows a little too well what they are contemplating. No, this doesn’t excite me, it creeps me out! And when he tells Bella he could read everyone’s mind besides her, you actually feel bad for him. “It’s very frustrating!”

His hair, styled to perfection... It is supposed to give the out-of-bed look which is ironic because vampires don’t sleep and Edward doesn’t so much as own a bed!

That crooked smile that gets me weak in the knees. A smile that would make you readily give up everything you own just so that it stays in place. I actually feel bad looking at regular guys who are not endowed with such perfectly imperfect features.

The way he shimmers in the sunlight in the most aesthetic way possible yet claims he hates it… it's annoying dude!! Ordinary mortals perspire in the sunlight and heat… we don’t have the option of being all sparkly! Imagine how diamonds would lose their charm if we all glittered!!

“So the lion fell in love with the lamb… Sick masochistic lion.”
Aah the way he loves Bella and hates himself for it (which is a major turn on). The way he tells her, “I don’t have strength to stay away from you anymore!” Dammit!! Find me someone like that too…

The way he feels so protective of her and would go to any lengths to ensure her safety, even if it were him she needed shielding against.

The way he kisses Bella for the first time… fuck! Its something we all want but he screams “stop” and completely ruins the moment for all of us! Then you’re also pissed at 'her' because 'she' gets to kiss Edward who is in fact Robert Pattinson!

In those moments when bella is wriggling with pain, the look of anger in his face coupled with his inability to do anything for her, drives you insane. And then even though he knows the solution he doesn’t wanna go ahead with it… aarrggghh... Stop being such a wuss… you know what she wants… do it!!

And then when he does reach out for her hand and starts to suck her blood to clean it of vampire venom, the look of frenzy and insanity has you gasping for air. It makes one question his loyalty and love towards Bella.


Robert Pattinson himself juggling two accents is sooo damn endearing.

It’s just the way he is… so impeccably gorgeous. Looking at him makes you feel unkempt… one feels just touching him (like that would ever happen) would dirty him, you wouldn’t wanna risk it!

So I don’t know if I have a problem with the character or the actor or if I have a problem at all! It’s just how he is so perfect even while portraying those faults and flaws that drive you crazy… tear you between your own mixed thoughts of him. Yes… everything about him does invite you in… his voice, his face, even his smell (well… I wish) as if you could outrun him! Damn you bloodless, arrogant, vampire played by a freaking Greek God!!!