A life long struggle
Not a piece of clothing my size
Pain in the ass for others
Never a tear in my eyes
With a pink smile on my lips
I knew I’ll have an easy glide
Not a worrying thought to disturb me
I put all anxiousness behind
But never until now
Have I realized I wasn’t so right
Fitting (in) gets tougher as I grow
It’s a constant, ever continuing fight
This struggle is incessant
All about what I want need or will find
It stretches beyond the need for clothes
For now, I just want to make it past the grind
People all around me are suddenly at stake
Especially the ones in whom I confide
It’s either their way or the highway
Do I really get to decide
The meaner ones won’t give a damn
The ones who stay are no doubt kind
But mostly I’m just trying to fit the bill
That ugly gruesome one in my mind
